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Unrequited Love and Inner Turmoil
A Poignant Reflection
“Stay in My Heart”
Those brawny guys with stiff muscles who come to your place, dear Asha, are way too much for my blood.
And I think it’s bizarre how you want to share a fang with them and even give them kisses to illumine their way home in the dark along combative streets.
I ask a merciful God to separate you from them and allow you to see the respect I have for you.
It’s a wonder I don’t run amok in the hallway, feeling like my scar will start bleeding and add more horror to an already creepy passageway.
I detect all things afoul and only wish you could see my love as the uttermost feeling, just like that riotously pleasurable feeling right before a sneeze.
The thing is I can repeat my love; it is agreeable, almost axiomatic; that’s how my pleasure and your pleasure mix like chopped lettuce.
It can be a grind to find these hours, these milky days when I can forget about all that I owe.
I try not to mislead myself, fall into that pit of anger, but I’m a lively devil. I try to help as many people as possible while also trying to satiate this insane impulse for the unusual sexual power you display.